I was going through a book called "I too had a love Story", here i got stuck in many para and was forced to think that "Is love is so Beautiful?" Before reading this book i was never feeling so romantic, but now i can feel Love is in Air, having different thoughts, feelings and main thing my way of thinking(For Female) have changed. Feeling was not a big thing for me because as of now i know its part of life and like time, it will change but i am worried for my way of thinking for female have changed, how come? I don't know how suddenly i am feeling Love, Love for whom i don't know because i don't have girl friend also.

"Khushi" Name of one of main character in book, is roaming in mind, I don't know was she but i am feeling like i know Khushi very well, So beautiful so Loving and at present she is one of worlds most beautiful girl for me, in every girl i am looking Khushi.

I will add few line from book that touch my heart and i was stuck, thinking Oh my god what it is???

" Her simple, innocent question left me speechless. She was crying, i was crying and the sky was crying with us. It started raining heavily.

'It took you just a second to say that. But i am a girl. I will be leaving my parents, my brother and sisters, people with whom i have lived my life so far, my home which holds so many memories, just to become yours. And you said that you will leave me.'"

I am feeling that with Ravin i too started loving Khushi. I am Sorry Ravin but its not my fault you have explain about her beauty and about her that i couldn't stop my self.

Any way this about book, its a mare a book but why the hell i am suffering from strange feeling, why i am getting thinking of Love that does not existed in my directory. Suddenly what happen? now i am thinking is Really Love exist???

My Love for writing

I know i am going to do something that i should not do. But i have read and saw in many Bollywood Movies that you should do what you love. So after many motivations or so called motivations i am going to do whatever i wanted to do since i was a kid. I Don't know what made me to think that hey dude i am a good writer yaar and i too can write. To be frank still i don't know what motivates me to think so. but after many thoughts and dreams finally i am going to do whatever i wanted to do since childhood, many times i tried for that but don't know why din't continued. Any way whatever was the reason i am not interested to know that, and why should i give pressure to my mind that always want peace.

I have got Phd for using wrong spellings, and sometime think that if Mr.Wren & Martin were alive they never dare to publish Wren and Martin English Grammar. not because i am perfect in grammar but because i become expert in breaking leg of English language. they must be think that why the hell we should kill the innocent languages beauty by a stupid fellow like him. Thats me...

No matter what Mr. Wren & Martin will think about me and my language, i will do whatever i wanted to do not because its my passion but because i belongs to a country where we live others life, we try to relate ourselves with them. i wanted to prove my self that whatever Hero does in movie i too can do... because i have lots of respect for writing and it came after watching that particular movie i am going to write no matter what.

I just wanted to show my self that hey see that time Hero did now i am doing. i wanted to compare my self with Films Actor because we indians are like that only...
After writing all this i am feeling very blessed because i am also considering my self true indian because i stated what i was thinking to do since my childhood. no matter what i did.